I grew up in a household where I was denied every single one of my emotion. I would often be discriminated against or ridiculed if I showed sensitivity. I was seldom allowed to ask questions about my adoption.
Up until few years ago, I thought something was deeply wrong with me. I never met someone who totally got me out of my shell. It’s something I had to do for myself.
Once I got out of my bubble, I started to read more literature outside of University. It opened my Eye, something that school never did for me. Little did I know, hypersensitivity is a sign of high emotional intelligence.
Turns out, it’s a beautiful gift. Some even go as far as saying it’s a form of extrasensory perception. Something like an acute sixth sense. I wish I was told that. But I hold no past grudges against anyone for I see and understand their limitations today. Nevertheless, I’m glad they’re not mine.
I choose to set myself free from bondage and totally embrace my emotions and my hypersensitivity as well.That is who I am right now at the stage of my life. I see the benefits.
High intuition is really good for business, friendships and relationships. It’s a very good guiding system but it can also be a true nightmare. I wont go into details why because I want to focus on the goods.
With that being said, I want you to know that it’s okay to be highly emotional.
Let’s face it. We’re all a bit hypersensitive. I mean, human beings are emotional creatures by nature. We react. We respond. We ignore others. We treat others like crap. We kill, we gossip… All of that because of our emotions.
I believe there is no lack of emotions. I don’t care what a psychopath says. if they kill, they feel or they wouldn’t kill in the first place. They often say “I kill to feel” but that’s because they don’t understand it’s the feeling of wanting to do something to feel something that made them do it.
It’s okay to be angry, sad, depressed, lost, confused, anxious, nervous, worried, vengeful, hurt, disgusted…
You are allowed.
You want to punch people in the throats; does that make you a psychopath? I’m tempted to say not at all. Some people are pretty unconscious of the pain they cause to others… and they keep going as if nothing was.
You want to burst out crying; does it mean you are weak? Nope. Absolutely not. You’re human. You’re hurt and you had enough. If curling up in fetus position makes you feel safe. Well why not.
You want to give up on life; does it mean you are mentally ill and must be attached to a bed? Come on. Give me a fucking break. Life’s hard and get fucking insane.
It’s hard to be an emotional being when we are not even allowed to be emotional. That’s fucking ironic.
The world is messed up because the overall collective consciousness is very low.
I’m not here to tell you to murder someone or kill yourself because that’s really not what this is about.
I’m only here to tell you that you are allowed to feel and be emotional.
It’s totally okay.
Embrace it. It’s a gift.
Use it to navigate the sea of life.
There’s nothing wrong with being you. Whoever says that has a problem with the part of themselves they reject and see in you.
Infinite love, health, healing, wealth, success, happiness, awareness, peace and wisdom your way