We’ve all been lied to… There is no normal way to live.
What’s normal for the spider is chaos to the fly.
So… unless your normal is to willingly hurt people… Your normal is totally normal, even if your neighbor or someone in your family perceives it as abnormal.
I’ve seen a video clip of a 80 year old lady jumping out of a plane and skydiving despite everyone telling her it was an abnormal thing to do for someone of her age.
Maybe you’ve seen it. She wanted to do it before she died.
Live your life. Live your normal, whatever your normal is.
Nobody’s normal my friend.